I've not been all that busy, but I really didn't have much to say - so I didn't.
Covid is still a thing, I'm still wearing masks, and I once again need to scream into the ether.
Why am I being punished? What the HELL did I do to deserve this? I finally found what I thought was a great new place. NOPE. It vibrates. all day, all night. I can't get away from it, and it never ends.
I'm going mad. I'm trying to get out, but of course - delays. I was hoping to hear today about a new place (again) but nope. I'm tired.
I can't even. I'm done. I'm tired. I can't "be strong" and "resilient" anymore.
I just want some peace. no motorcycles, no vibrations, no noise. Why? WHY can't I have that?
I can't eat
I can't sleep
and I can't function properly. I've lost over 10lbs in 2ish weeks.
Dear universe, it's time. I've been asking...and now, I'm desperate. I'm DEMANDING - either a giant lottery win or a proper place that I can live without pain.