Well - I've been off work for 4 full weeks now, and I'm not liking it.
I know it sounds great - don't have to work, can sleep in, have all the time in the world to do things....
big woop.
I can't do much - so I have one chore a day that I do. If I go over that by much, I feel it.
I've been having a rough time sleeping lately, and I think it's over the unknown.... what surgery is he going to do? how? when is the surgery? will it work? what if I go deaf in that ear?
when I do sleep - I have nightmares.
I think I need to blog more - it might help with the anxiety I'm feeling. I don't do well with most drugs, so I won't be taking anything but melatonin. That might help me sleep.
More drama from me - can you handle it??
I wish I could blog about something awesomely good happening to me. But, I'm happy for the most part and I guess that's awesome in it's own right.
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stupid is as stupid does....